Wowza.

diamondxheiress @ 2004-11-10T10:38:00

2004-11-10T15:38:26Z

fiery_debutante ....new journal. live it. love it.

add it.

diamondxheiress @ 2004-11-09T08:33:00

2004-11-09T13:34:43Z

I like the feeling of new socks. They feel GREAT around your feet. I like wearing new socks.

I'm going to write a letter to the President. Maybe he'll let me buy him lunch. Don't think I'm kidding--I've already started. When I'm done, I'll be sure to post it to get your critiques.

<3

All looks good to transfer. Very excited.

Mary's wedding is VERY soon and I'm VERY excited.

diamondxheiress @ 2004-11-08T07:26:00

2004-11-08T12:29:36Z

This weekend was KILLER!! I had a BLAST hanging out with everyone--I was kinda sick tho but that's okay! I got a new phone!!! :-D Hooray for mommy and daddy--even though they're struggling they're helping me out in more ways than anyone could ever imagine. i love my parents. if you want the number--IM me and ask for it and give me yours too, because i didn't get to save any of the numbers from my old phone. <3

and AGAIN, this journal will be friends only for certain undisclosed reasons. <3<3 if you want to be on "THE LIST" cmnt and let me know ((most of you are, but if you don't know then just comment and i'll add ya!))

diamondxheiress @ 2004-11-04T14:11:00

2004-11-04T19:09:55Z

I have socks that say "Right Foot" and "Left Foot."

They're on the wrong feet.

I promise I can read.

diamondxheiress @ 2004-11-04T08:31:00

2004-11-04T13:30:13Z

I am forcing myself to enjoy this day. :)

Smile. Chin up. Don't cry.

I'll be alright.

Here is a little song I wrote
You might want to sing it note for note
Don't worry be happy
In every life we have some trouble
When you worry you make it double
Don't worry, be happy...

You have to take the good with the bad, smile with the sad, love what you got, and remember what you had, always forgive, but never forget, learn from your mistakes, but never regret, PEOPLE CHANGE, things go wrong, just remember, life goes on.

diamondxheiress @ 2004-11-03T17:19:00

2004-11-03T22:25:14Z

I can't think of this gay analogy paper. It's due in approx. 40 minutes. When I transfer I'll definitely be less stressed and I NEED to transfer very soon. I 'm stressed stressed stressed and...I'm stressed.

I'm so stressed I can't think of any other words.

I wish someone would call me--someone who I haven't talked to in awhile. And I wish if they did call me, things would be great and like they have been awhile ago.

I also wish someone would miss me.

I feel so far from where I've been...

diamondxheiress @ 2004-11-03T15:22:00

2004-11-03T20:22:24Z

Snowpsnowflake: and who cares if you are transferring bc of stewart. even tho your not. if you are- youre doing it bc it makes you happy....and thats what you should be doing right now. this is the point in your life when you are supposed to be selfish and soak up as much happieness as you can

Snowpsnowflake: just do what sets your heart at peace and go from there

sara hill ALWAYS knows EXACTLY what to do. always. i love her and i miss giving her rides to school and getting in wrecks and laughing about it with her. :(

and I WILL DO what i DAMN WELL please. if you have a concern about me transferring, keep it to yourself. you don't know the situation. i feel as if everyone who i tell is judging me about it--but there have only been 3 people who haven't made me feel that way. thank you so much. <3

diamondxheiress @ 2004-11-03T13:01:00

2004-11-03T18:05:02Z

I don't know what to write.

ok.

diamondxheiress @ 2004-11-01T11:03:00

2004-11-01T16:02:37Z

Maybe you were all faster than me
We gave each other up so easily
These silly little wounds will never mend
I feel so far from where I've been
So I go, and I will not be back here again
I'm gone as the day is fading on white houses
I lie, put my injuries all in the dust
In my heart is the five of us
In white houses
And you, maybe you'll remember me
What I gave is yours to keep
In white houses

diamondxheiress @ 2004-10-25T11:42:00

2004-10-25T15:53:29Z

I hate girls. Girls really really suck. I mean, all they want to do is hurt other girls. It's always a competition. If you DO find a girl who's down to earth, cool, fun to be around, and doesn't make everything a competition, you've found yourself a true friend.

STAY AWAY FROM THESE KINDS OF GIRLS::
1) Girls who do their hair every day--C'MON who has that much time? Nobody. You're wasting it.
2) Girls who wear pounds and pounds of makeup. If you have to hide behind something, hide behind something that doesn't make you fake. Like a brick wall or something.
*NOTE*-if the girl who wears makeup STILL LOOKS LIKE HERSELF when she takes it off, that's okay.
3) Girls who are uptight.
4) Girls who say, "OH MY GOD" and put their hand in front of their mouth and look like they're squeezing the invisible boob that is there.
5) Girls who are, like, totally, like.....unable to like make a complete sentence without using TOTALLY and like.
6) Girls who listen to music boys like just to impress the boys they like.
7) Girls who have to get their hair highlighted every 4 weeks JUST to keep up their roots. COME ON--whoever notices that stuff is one of the girls i've been describing...and who needs to impress them?
8) Girls who talk about other girls behind their backs. (okay, every girl is guilty of this. ...but what if you're talking BAD behind a FRIEND'S back--NOT so cool--this is the kind of girl i'm describing)
9) Girls who judge you based on the clothes you're wearing. ("Like omg she is like TOTALLY wearing like sweatpants like! EWWW shower much?!")
AND FINALLY
10) Girls who do stuff with boys just to become liked. COME ON do you have ANY respect for yourself?!

Kay so I vented. I hate girls. Except I have some pretty cool ass friends who by no means fit the descriptions above. I love you guys!! :)

diamondxheiress @ 2004-10-20T10:46:00

2004-10-20T14:47:18Z

The fountains mingle with the river
And the rivers with the ocean,
The winds of Heaven mix forever
With a sweet emotion;
Nothing in the world is single;
All things by a law divine
In one spirit meet and mingle.
Why not I with thine? -

See the mountains kiss high Heaven
And the waves clasp one another;
No sister-flower would be forgiven
If it disdained its brother;
And the sunlight clasps the earth
And the moonbeams kiss the sea:
What is all this sweet work worth
If thou kiss not me?
-- Percy Bysshe Shelley, Love's Philosophy --

diamondxheiress @ 2004-10-20T10:21:00

2004-10-20T14:38:06Z

He got over it, why can't I?

I know half the people who read this hate me.

And I know half of myself hates me, too.

But I'm thankful for the other half (of both of the above) who love me, regardless of mistakes.

diamondxheiress @ 2004-10-17T20:53:00

2004-10-18T01:04:09Z

I'm alive
And I will survive
Show the world
That I can make it
When I hit the heights
Put my name in lights
Show the WORLD
That I can take it
By doin
doin
DOINNNNNNNNN
By doin hard work...

You know what it's like
When you wake up in the mornin
and it's .....dreammmmmmmm (remember when pablo started to sing the DiRtY lyrics?! haha!)

You're headed for a red light
Hot night
Bad fight
Dynamite
A red light
Hot night
Bad fight
Dynamite
Red's the color of HOT
Hot's the fever I got
Bad enough it could burn you
Red is all I can see
Hot is how it will be
Bad for you if you mess with meee

Everyday, I'll wake up in the mornin'
Splash my face to keep myself from YARNIN'
Get dressed and get my bones together
Open the window to check out the weather
Then like I seen a ghost, man
I'll be movin' my feet
Just like the postman in the cold or the heat
No time to talk and I go dancin' on the sidewalk
((kyle...i miss you.))

Bring on tomorrow
let it shine
like the sun coming up on a beautiful day
It's yours and mine
We can make a difference
It's not too late
bring on tomorrow
We can't wait!
FAME
I'm gonna live forever
I'm gonna learn how to fly
High
I feel it coming together
People will see me and cry
FAME
I'm gonna make it to heaven
Light up the sky like a flame
FAME
I'm gonna live forever
Baby remember my name...

God...I listened to that in the car today...started to cry my eyes out....then I put on some lotion ((katie, you know the kind)) and that scent made me long for LA...

If you read this and were moved, please comment...if you weren't moved...You weren't in FAME or closely associated with it and/or you didn't go to Hollywood with Katie and me.

diamondxheiress @ 2004-10-17T15:23:00

2004-10-17T19:25:01Z

my bestest buddy//ROOMMATE Jennifer A. Dana's birthday is this week....and so since the halloween journal was ugly my journal dedication is for HER. i love you, jennyfurr. you're my best friend and the best roommate anyone could ever have. i'm so lucky to have you in my life!! keep smilin:) you're going to be 19!!! i love you!!

diamondxheiress @ 2004-10-13T10:31:00

2004-10-13T17:43:49Z

I haven't updated in awhile. Oh well...here goes.

Alrighty well, I got an A on my first english paper! WOO HOO! That's so awesome. I'm changing my major to business w/ a minor in hotel and restaurant management b/c i want to own a restaurant. School is going good--there was a week where I got really homesick because i had nobody to comfort me, nobody who really cared that I was hurting by my own actions, but all of that is over now. Stewart and I are more in love than ever and it keeps growing. ANYWAY

So I hate money. I need it, but I hate it. And I hate the way I make money. Ice cream scooping isn't all it's cracked up to be. I'm getting carpal tunnel and i need to get a wrist wrap or something. It's killer. The upside: I'm getting a strong right arm so I can......arm wrestle. :D YAY for arm wrestling.

I'm un-friends-onlying this journal because really, If I need to type something so only my friends can see.....I'll do it, but my life isn't as dramatic as some other people's that i know...the people's journals who NEED to be friends-only,....well they aren't...and those people are just letting everyone talk about their lives and bringing the drama on themselves.

I'm excited because I think my boobs are getting bigger. Maybe i'm just getting fatter. Either way, hell yes for big titties! :-P haha.

Things with parents suck. Things btwn me and padre are getting better but i haven't talked to my mom in approx. 2 weeks.

I'm excited for stewart's birthday. I'm not gonna tell him what I'm doing for him but he's going to like it. :-D

Love me? Comment.

diamondxheiress @ 2004-10-08T09:52:00

2004-10-08T13:52:59Z

CAN'T

WAIT

FOR

THIS

WEEKEND.

It will be perfect.
I swear it.

I LOVE YOU STEWART ALLERSON KESSINGER! <3<3

diamondxheiress @ 2004-09-29T14:54:00

2004-09-29T18:57:53Z

This song makes me happy. Please d/l it and listen to it. Nikki Cleary-- Hated.

From the first time that I saw you
I thought you crawled out of Us magazine
It's no wonder that it wasn't all you
All the things that I wanna be

Everybody loved you and they treated you
Like you stepped out of a TV show
But if they really got the chance to meet you
They'd finally see how hard you blow

I hate you, I hate you
Cause I see through
To what a fake you are
You disgust me, that's why you must be hated

Like the winner of beauty pageant
You are the one I most admire
But as a loser I can only imagine
Wearing that crown but your head's on fire

You're the real american idol
You're the poor mans mandy moore
You're the E! true hollywood story
About a two face strip mall whore

I hate you, I hate you
Cause I see through
To what a bitch you are
You disgust me, that's why you must be hated

You got a lot of stuff
Stuff you don't deserve
You got a lot of friends
You got a lot of nerve
Trust me, you must be hated

I wish I had your money
I wish I had your ride
I wish I had your boyfriend
I wish you'd choke and die

That song is so upbeat and happy. I really don't hate anyone, I don't want anyone's money, ride, or boyfriend...and I may want people to choke, but not DIE! haha jp. That song just makes me smile. :)

diamondxheiress @ 2004-09-23T11:22:00

2004-09-23T15:24:26Z

I had to show the world...**ME AND STEWART ARE GETTING MARRIED!!!**

Talbaby--can't wait to have my last fling with you before me and Stewart get married ;)

OH OH AND KATIE--Too damn bad. You had your chance. You can come to the wedding, though, if you want! <3<3 ;)

My lj wedding by chynafox
username
age
city
you will marry	allerson
flower girl	xfelt_like_love
best man	btruetoyourself
bridesmaid	abstract__love
you will have your last fling with	talsinthemiddle
registrar	amerasian_jlap
secretly wants to marry you themself	celestial__star
date of the wedding	April 27, 2010
number of times you do it on your wedding night	54

Quiz created with MemeGen!

diamondxheiress @ 2004-09-08T10:42:00

2004-09-08T14:42:52Z

THIS IS A DEDICATION TO THE BEST ROOMMATE EVER.

Jennifer Dana:
She's like the wind through my trees. She's the Vida to my ChiChi. She's the Romy to my Michelle or the Michelle to my Romy ((we haven't quite figured that one out yet)). She's my Ladie'th-Man talkin', Dell-Computer-voice lovin', teddy-graham throwin' best friend. She's the best roommate ever!! We met in 8th grade when she wore NOTHING but that blue, longsleeved snowboarding AE shirt and I wore nothing but that nasty yellow shirt with my fleece tied around my waist....oh yeah and sandals. She's an INCREDIBLE woman...so funny, smart....funny. I'm so lucky that we're so close and that she chose ME to be her roomie!!! She cleans the dorm with me, trips over sidewalks with me, works out with me, and we just have a blast together. If I were a lesbian ((WHICH I'M NOT B/C I HAVE THE BEST BOYFRIEND IN THE WORLD, BUT IF I WERE)) I would snatch her up like THAT *snaps*. WOO HOO FOR BEST FRIEND ROOMMATES!!!!
Love Always,
Thea Schaedig

diamondxheiress @ 2004-08-31T12:10:00

2004-08-31T16:10:21Z

diamondxheiress @ 2004-08-26T13:43:00

2004-08-26T17:45:17Z

Hey kids! Re-vamped the journal ((AND I DID IT ALL BY MYSELF!!)) Isn't it pretty?! I enjoy it. :)

NEWSFLASH--this journal is becoming *FRIENDS ONLY.* Add me and I'll add you back.

<3<3